I was.........

My inspiring song.

 

Dreaming - Kim Soo Hyun

I was looking at my dream that is being deemed far away
And I was standing blankly
I don’t have anything left any more
I thought about giving up everything, but
I am standing up again

Even today step by step
I step forward carefully
My heart is full of fears
but it’s an excitement I’m embracing
I am staggering and shaking
But, I step forward towards
the dream that I am going to meet some day

As I’m thinking if it’s going to end like this
A fear constantly comes
I’m hesitating but
Deep inside my heart
There’s an unstoppable beating
that drags me forward

Even today step by step
I step forward carefully
My heart is full of fears
but it’s an excitement I’m embracing
I am staggering and shaking
But, I step forward towards
the dream that I am going to meet some day

Even today step by step
I step forward carefully
My heart is full of fears
but it’s an excitement I’m embracing
I am staggering and shaking
But, I step forward towards
the dream that I am going to meet some day

Towards the dream that I am going to meet some day

 

[lyrics of  Dreaming - Kim Soo Hyun, Ost. Dream high]

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I was.........

 

I was the only one who was in black hole

trapped in the dark

Didn't care what flied around me

No one came like a hero trying to make me feel ease

 

I tried so hard to stand

to erase all the pain

to smile outside

 

Life was just like shadow

which would lose when the sun shone

and appear when the night came up

All things changed in a glace

Shattered....

 

Gurgling of the water flowing whispered me

The one and only

Touched me, my heart exactly

Woke me up from the long hopelessness

 

 

Yogyakarta, December 23, 2011

2.13 pm